Thursday, May 22, 2014

Hitchhiking Pause in October 2013

Staying at Dezi's place while she goes into rehabilitation. At least, that's Friday's plan. Daddy you know how this will unfold, so I ask you to bless our doings. Be with her and help her always.
I'm off to the optometrist, who made my glasses ten years ago. I did not realize it had been so long since then. When I return, us girls are going to get our hair cut. Dez has a date on Saturday. She's worried that her sexuality is a sin, and is actively looking to like, maybe love, a straight man. If you approve, help her. If not, be gentle in letting her learn to love herself.
We can all relate to Satan and his ambition to become the best he could be, even if it meant surpassing your glory and stomping on your authority. We have high ambitions and unfulfilled dreams. That's what makes doing your will so hard. We think we have to set aside our dreams to be your servants.
Me, I won't go that way. I have a whole life that was moldering away from being a slave or a subservient servant.  I like being the infant upon you lap, with still unlimited potential. Someday you will raise me to unimaginable heights. I'm family, not a servant. I'm family!
Dez was asleep when I went for my eye exam. I came back and fed the child; she's 42 now. She has trouble with her coordination and I am glad her not too well hidden vodka supply is consumed. Perhaps, she'll be fit to visit her grandmother later today.
Thanks for the place to stay and for a task to work on. When this is done, I might learn to draw and paint, just because I would like color in my dirt home in the desert. Thought of simply digging a shelter and designed a water collection method a bit ago. Cattle panels set into a sealed wooden trough. Bottles at the end of a tube spigot for catching dew. the wood can be replaced later with fired brick for a seamless unit like so. (drawing in notebook)
Dancing Shadow she is a practical conservative, willing to try a new way, while still holding to old ways. Especially the idea that aggression must be resisted by embracing aggression. her Power must rise to the situation.
Sarah Franklin is an innovative liberal, embracing the new for its novelty alone. Innovation is the mother of necessity not the inverse.
I want to build the idea of interlocking forces bringing solutions for every dream or imagined need.
Inventions: twisted grass, geared capstans, cross bows, twisted metal rifling in a musket, flowing water wheel laundry. Flux for steel and additives to improve steel edging and hardness. sulfur as a medicine, and a source for sulfuric acid. Trading tea and flint, obsidian, and metals, clear sealants for waterproofing and trona for flux. Non-violence for horses and extreme violence for wolves (real and figurative.) Making use of the prisoners' dilemma and the idea of balance. Symbiotic building, alliance not competition for gain. My version of the string theory.
End the expanding commune with cholera. Sending the girls of to Mormon husbands. Include many kinds of love between the community membership. All may help but none must help. Alcohol's  a passing problem

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